For months I have thought over and over again about starting a blog, I even think I got to naming a blog once, but then nothing. But the last few days I have spent many hours ( we are really slow at work) reading the blogs of people I know and love and of people that if they knew that I read their blog everyday it would be considered borderline stalking!
But here are the things that have kept me from blogging - and I hope that laying them out here I am crucifying them before they become real...some sort of online accountability.
1) How will I ever decide what to write...honestly since yesterday afternoon I have written in my head about ten different first posts...which one would be the most exciting? which one is the most real? how can I make sure you really understand me? blah blah blah- I think too much!!!
2) Will I really keep up with it...I don't really know that part of me, so I don't know - I don't usually do things that I don't know exactly how I will execute, manage and already know the end result - so here is to learning something new about myself.
3) Will anyone really read it...I decided I don't care...if for nothing else...I think it will be a great way to keep my mind moving forward...and that is a good thing whether for me or for someone else
The thing is - I have really loved reading and watching life stories unfold online among my closest friends and their friends and then their friends too - I have been encouraged, I have laughed, I have teared up, and most of all I was over and over again reminded I am not alone with these weird dreams, ideas, fears, feelings, etc. So I want to join in with the many others out there, I am ready to share my randomness, my weirdness, and you will more than likely even get glimpse of insanity here and there...